Saturday, May 14, 2011

The Chosen Path Of Life

SALAM..
Haha..pg2 dh update..lps geram smlm blogger under maintenance..smlm i met sumone that introduce new things to me..i love searching for new oppurtunity..hihi..but i hope it really suites me..i mmg suke sgt try..xpe klu skali skala down..unless u work it out again..mcm online blog i ni..wlpn 1 ari x trime purchase byk pn tp unless tiap ari ade pn dh bersyukur kn..Alhamdulilah..xnk berkubur cmtu j..sbb nnt rase mcm usaha sia2 j..dlu minat pastu biar j..syg kn..:(

Bertempat di coffee bean OU i jmpe kak ain..best gile..tp xsnap pn any pic..khusyuk dgr penerangan die..bl dh jd nnt i tell u..it's just a beginning..i need some source to work it out..InsyaAllah..but it takes time..i hope it won't take less than 2 months if i try.

Just to start the main story..mase sek dlu Alhamdulilah parents xpnh pkse i wt decision nk sek asrama or not..mase lps UPSR pn dok umh j..UPSR ok la tp xdpt 5A pn..hihi..klu nk msk Form 1 kn kementerian dh tetapkn sek mn kn..tp parents sy concern skit psl sek ni..sek A ni ok tp parents cm takut kot i kne rag or bully kot..tp i xksh sek mn pn..so pndh la sek B..sek B best..kire nk sngkn cite sek A ni more to bndr skit la..sek B kt kwsn luar bndr..tp serius mmg xksh pn..dr c2 la msk umh kwn2 yg kt dlm sawah padi..mkn masakan kpg cm siput sedut n mcm2 lgla..serius mama mmg xpnh msk pn siput tau..tp i lyn j..i mmg x berkira bab mkn..belasah j asal perut kenyang..HAHA..tp bestnye kwn kt sek B diorg slalu tlg-menolong dr sume bnde..best sgt..rndu kt Ila,Ada,Fuadha,E-are,Ani n ramai sgt..tp my best friend Are-dib..dr akak die x kawin smpi dh ade anak..skrg still contact lg..setakat ni Alhamdulilah kwn sek rndh smpi menengah still ade contact no..sume sbb FB..TQ to tokei FB Mr Mark tu ek..kihkih..so bl PMR tu serius bersungguh2 ni bljr..Alhamdulilah la dpt result bagus..so apply la boarding school for Form 4..dptla sek C..mule2 mmg excited tp xtau la dlm hati ni rase cm xsyok sbb jadual ketat sgt..yela awok ni xpnh dok asrama..bgn kne kul 4pg..tu pn sbb nk cop toilet nk mndi..blk umh nangis2 ckp kt mak xmau dok asrama..i cite la hal kt kwn i ni..die pn dr sek B..dpt sek C same i..beria2 advice kt i "ala xpe sbr jla..2thn j..xkn xbole thn"..dulu kt sek B ktorg xpnh rpt pn..but at last u all know what..die kuar dr sek tu awl dr i..what the fish kn!so tggl la i sorg2 kt sek tu..sedih sgt..pastu mama kte "xpe akak go on sek tu..nnt ssh nk tukar sek lain"..i pn ikutla ckp mama..in fact cik Add-Math i kate klu dok sek asrama ni sng nk dpt U nnt..tiap kali blk mmg sedih j memanjang..haha..malunye :P

Kt sek C ni i xramai kwn..yg plg baik adela 3 org ni..Jemah,Oni n Dijah..Jemah ni dr Form 1 sek kt c2..kt 3 ni j geng bdk br..g trip pn dok skali..hihi..so nk dikontotkn cite..klu hati tu xde perasaan kt c2..mmg wtpe pn nk xnk j..sbb niat xde kn..eventually i didnt perform well at the school..tp nsb baik ade A..n xde D kn..klu x xmsk la i kt UiTM dihatiku kn..i apply j j sume IPTA n IPTS..termsk la U yg my dad ajar..tp dpt branch lain..tp ni i apply sndr tnpe bantuan my parents..sume wt sndr..n i mmg berminat nk continue bljr..yela klu x continue xkn nk jd typist or clerk..i need to pursue my studies to achieve what i want..dh nyesal..mmg time tu wt plhn baik2..Alhamdulilah dpt UniKL BMI..kt c2 mmg happening n i become more aggresive towards my studies n sgl xtvt U la..mmg best tp tb2 plak my dad kate UiTM ade buke permohonan utk Diploma..so akur dgn permintaan dad..once again time tgh dok syok2 dok c2..sbb dkt dgn umh n berfoya2 dgn kwn n BF i..hihi..i met him here..hihi.

Spt permintaan dad so mohon la..lgpn i pk xnk bebankn dad dgn yuran yg mhl..1 sem kt BMI is about RM3000+ nearly to RM4000..compared to UiTM much more cheaper..time tu i minat kursus Sc Computer..then i choose as the 5th choice..sbb mule2 apply IPTA dpt plhn ke-5..budget dpt la ke-5..mase tu agak x betui skit..klu pk blk ntah ape2 la i wt..haha..tb2 xdptla plak..yg dpt nye 1st choice..tgk2 it said "course:Statistics at UiTM Kelantan"..what?????Ya Allah mmg terkejut sgt2..mmg xingt lgsg letak kos ape ntah..yela sbb kt bile dh hati tu xberkenan cmni la jdnye..bole k nk tgglkn family n BF tu..adoyai..mmg trs j nangis dpn BF..xmau nangis dpn parents..takut mama sedih..better simpan j..pastu lg 5 ari plak tu..dhla i br abis exam j time tu..aduh..mmg keputusan yg amat2 berat.

At last time family dtg jenguk nangis jg..ckp kt mama nk pndh kt Shah Alam..g la bhgn pengambilan kt Shah Alam tu..org tu kate "xpe dik ssh nk tukar2 ni..amik mase"..so i pn redha jla..so pasang niat br..xpela..Allah dh tentukn..terima jla..smpi la sem 6 berthn tnpe ade sangkut2 n dgn grad dgn jayanye..target nk abis cpt n nk sambung Degree plak..Alhamdulilah dpt kos yg same tp yg best dpt kt Shah Alam..hihi..tp pressure sbb challenge bdk cni bijak2..nangis sbb tension j..time practical mmg best sbb company supportive n bw jln seluruh msia..once again grad dgn jayanye tnpe sangkut2..tp i pk plak time mmg ssh nk cri keje sbb kegawatan time i grad tu..so i pn apply la Master plak..tp time i xmau kos same..it's quite boring..dr Diploma smpi Master xkn nk amik bnde same..so i decide amik kos Quantitative Sc dlm fakulti same..unless x lari scope kefahaman pembelajaran..klu degree bole lg nk lari fakulti lain a.k.a kos yg lg adventure dr Diploma dlu..sbb Master ni scope die makin kecik..bole j i nk amik engineering or more..but xde mase nk bljr blk basic engineering tu kn.lain la klu i ni fast-learner..n spt biase nk abis cptla kn n i minat kos ni..in fact dpt kwn2 yg best lg2 Cetul,Fara,Lin,Aini Suria n Naim..diorg ni sume cooperative..kwn yg plg best..sgt tlg-menolong..Alhamdulilah bln ni insyaAllah ktorg settle thesis..that's our wish..doakn kami ek!

Bab nk cri keje ni mmg berat..tp i xmau la demand sgt..but i hope for the best n suit my personality..so i think i found the best..just hope i bole dpt ape yg i impikn..InsyaAllah :)

So moral of my real life story carila pekerjaan yg u all minat n tnpe gesaan or paksaan dr org luar..it's ur life..n u have authority to choose the best for ur life..InsyaAllah ia akn membuahkn hasil but maybe cpt atau lmbt yg u all usaha n tawakal..Allah akan makbulkn permintaan u all if berdoa n usaha n redha dgn setiap kejadian..setiap ketentuan yg Allah bg ade hikmah di sebalik kejadian..n as a muslim i wish all muslims out there semoga kite menjadi contoh kpd kaum lain di muka bumi n menjadi ketua dlm membuat keputusan yg betul n diredhaiNya..Amin :)

P/S: Pemilihan keje jg mestila same level dgn kelulusan n kelayakn u all..bkn ape ade org just nk cri keje sbb nk duit j atau just tangkap muat..it means gaji u dpt just utk mase tu j..sy ade sorg kwn mase Degree..sbnrnye die bole dpt yg lbh baik tp disbbkn just nk puaskn diri time tu..x terfikir utk mase akn dtg bile kawin n some money for ur parents..so time kawin sian die umh pn biase2 j..yg ni mmg bg peringatan pd diri i sndr..kak ain pn ckp smlm die keje skrg dulu just nk puaskn diri j..asal cukup tiap2 bln utk expenses for house n car dh la..tp utk suke2 cthnye sometimes kte nk jg lawa2 bg women la xde tu sume..so i pgg kate kak ain ltk target utk setiap kemahuan kite..nasihat kak ain mmg menaikkn smgt!TQ yg x terhingga kak!

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